The title is basically me telling myself, “Write motherfucker!” Yeah, that’s how I am beginning the comeback for this blog/website. It’s been too long since my last confession and I usually dwell on the fact that I’ve been lagging it on updating this joint, but not today. I always refrain from writing because I have this absurd idea in my head that these posts need to be super polished and perfect. The need to have things be in tip top shape usually prevents me from doing them in the first place. I always feel like I have to be in the right frame of mind, that I have to be in the right spot and that I need to have the right kind of motivation to put my thoughts down. That was the case yesterday and countless days before that, but not tonight. I am winging it in the hopes that the motivation and thoughts will start forming once I actually logged in and started typing, straight into the browser! So I apologize for the ramble session.

The beats are playing, the lights are dim and I have a lot to get off my chest. Like a ton of shit, some good, some bad, some happy and some sad. But with all of that comes the hope that you will roll with me on this journey and that we will both gain something meaningful from these random words and thoughts. I know that our collective attention spans are getting shorter and shorter nowadays, and that many peeps may not have an interested in reading nonsensical paragraphs, so maybe one day I may transfer this to a video or podcast format, but until then, you have me and my written words. Thank you for reading and good night! Lots of work to be done in the morning. Ya tu sabes 😉

-Oscar Martinez